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everywhere or nowhere.
everything you love, seek and value, you will see it everywhere or nowhere. if you’re still seeing it “nowhere,” this moment is calling forward the version of you for whom it is no longer hidden. there’s a version of you whose level of consciousness allows the Beloved to be perceived in everything and everyone. it exists for you; it exists as you. but you’ll have to dig deep. you’ll have to use everything you have, and everything you are now, to unlock who you are truly meant to be.
because why would your soul bother with an incarnation where everything you want simply doesn’t exist? you can’t believe that; believe it and you’ll fall into despair. did you know a person can drown in two inches of water? in her own pool of vomit? don’t do it. you have to believe that everything you want and need is already here now, waiting to be revealed as you, by you, in this lifetime, and that you hold the key.
what does this mean? it means you will be tested. you’ll be presented with every possible obstacle, inside and out, just before your next victory. the test is whether you believe in what belongs to you and only you before you can see it, not after.
before you receive the love, peace and abundance you desire, you will first be shown the fear, chaos and lack inside you. conquer that and you will then be shown the fear, chaos and lack in everyone else. that’s test #2. after you destroy the lies of the first test, you will be called to demonstrate compassion for everyone you used to be. only then will the third gate of manifestation open to let you in. feel it close softly behind you and listen for the lock to click gently back into place.