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being a human.

being a human means that you will find out what you need when you don’t get what you want. it’s just a game where you don’t get what you want so you can become who you are meant to be. where you forget that everything you need and want is inside, so you can remember that you carry the source.

and of course you do. of course you carry the source, the spark of divinity that exists in all things – that provides and protects and experiences life and manifests miracles through you.

think of all the people, places and situations that rejected you or turned you away. all those opportunities you reached for that were ultimately withheld. it wasn’t even for any good reason, right? no good reason other than to help remind you who you are, what you carry, who you are meant to become, and what you are meant to do. it advanced the plot. it deepened the character. and that’s how it blessed you. it gave you back to yourself by reminding you that you held the key in your own hand, and that there are actually no doors that are locked to you. just better ones you’re being moved towards.

do you think the river curses the obstacles that guide her path and smooth her rocks? no, she doesn’t. she moves around, over and through. because the flow of life is unimpeded even as it is given shape by all manner of growth.