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this is the gate.

every person and situation that cannot meet your needs is the gate through which the people, places and things that do - will enter to meet you.

these limitations are meant to heal and transform your need to be met by the world (the external) into the power to build your own world and meet your own needs (internally) so by the time the external world rises to meet you, you don’t need it to; you’re not homeless. you have already built your own world, your own home within yourself.

this is the only way you will fully and finally receive what is meant for you. you receive when it is no longer rescue. you receive when it no longer feels required. you receive when you surrender, when you rise. receiving is resonance. when your heart’s desire manifests, this is the energy of alignment. and this is how you can love everything that feels lonely and terrible and misaligned in the moment. this is how you can love all the homes that couldn’t hold you, all the hearts you couldn’t make a home in. see it as a gate. see it as the beautiful wrapping paper that packages your gift.

other people’s limitations are your gifts to yourself; they are the path leading you back to yourself. and also, you signed up for it to be exactly this way. seems strange but that’s how it works. what you want isn’t the gift. what you don’t want isn’t the gift. you are the gift, always. when you want what doesn’t want you, when what you want isn’t here yet, this is the exact gate it comes through. this gate is the threshold you cross to become the version of yourself that can hold everything you didn’t get so that you can hold everything you’re getting.