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do your part.

what if everyone’s limitations were meant to set you free? that those limitations would be permanent for them but temporary for you? what if that’s not where you were meant to live?

think of that person, place or circumstance: the one you love; the one you’re struggling with. why wouldn’t they want to meet all your needs? do you not share the strain and the pain?

but what if that was the contract? what if this is their gift to you? what if everything they didn’t or couldn’t or wouldn’t give you is everything they gave you? what if they had to be sure not to meet you or love you or see you or hold you all the way so that you could fully meet yourself? what if they had to be so careful to only give you everything you needed instead of everything you wanted?

think about it: how would you like all of your fulfillment to exist only outside of you? for abundance to exist only in your wallet. to have love and connection only in your relationship. to be valued only by that job. it doesn’t work. how long until you notice that you keep leaving your house and your body, knocking on all the wrong doors, to beg for what you already have at home?

there is a cycle underneath all the cycles you’re in right now; break it. break it so that you can find out what’s next. what’s next after the cycle of abuse? resentment? addiction? pain? you won’t find out what’s next, after all the running in circles, until you set yourself free. you won’t find out until you set them free. you will not find out until you release them from the contract. they did their part and now you must do yours.