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the temptation.

there is a temptation to bleed out. to give it all away. why? because we want expansion to feel one way when half the time, expansion requires a contraction or constriction.

poverty logic is a common mindset because you only live once. but that’s why you learn to go without or you will how learn to take yourself back, to stop bleeding into the abyss, before expansion can manifest.

a full tank leaks out just the same as a quarter, if you don’t seal it. if you can’t hold a little bit without gambling it away. unknowingly trading your gold for copper will force a cognitive dissonance that what you bring buys nothing — when that’s not the distortion.

it’s that you’re still trying to make your home at the grocery store. the store stocks what it stocks. you’re trying to make your home at the office. the job is a job. you’re trying to make your home at the mall, where you can buy what you like but they don’t carry what you need. you’re trying to make your home at someone else’s house. when your home is at your own house.