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everything you want.
everything you want will be just out of reach; by design and as a function of time and fear. transcend time and transcend fear, and you will have everything you want.
when you are no longer afraid of what people say about you, what they think, how you make them feel, and how they treat you —because you’ve heard it all and suffered it all and still somehow survived— it’s just you and your desire. when you stop fearing the enormity and unlikelihood, afraid of the fact that what you want might not be so big or special at all, that you might just want what everyone seems to have access to except you, the door opens and you can finally let yourself have it.
when you remember that time is not real and the person you were from six, seven, eight, twenty-one to forty is still the same, you will see how easily and suddenly you can reach out and bring what you want into your reality, on a tuesday, without hesitation. why? because the only person standing in your way has now stepped aside. everything is easier for “future you” to do. why do you think we procrastinate? because it’s easier to assign all the hard stuff to a “different” version of you.
and once you collapse time in your mind, trusting the divine spark that has animated you since day 1, you see how time is running out … and you just do it. you go for what you want. and when the time is right, there is no resistance. you become the person who has the thing who was trying to tell it to you this whole time.